The Secret of Eddie Adamson

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  The Secret of Eddie Adamson

 

By Andy O’Hara

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Sergeant Eddie Adamson of the Toronto Police service had a secret.  He shared it with no one--not his law enforcement comrades, not his daughter, not even his wife, Linda. 

Eddie Adamson’s secret was a part of the 25-year nightmare he lived that followed the horrific night of Constable Michael Sweet’s death. 

The night that Eddie Adamson and his team were ordered to remain outside, listening as Sweet lay on the floor, a hostage to the cold-blooded Munroe brothers. 

The night that Eddie heard the words, “Please help me, help me."

Eddie’s secret was a black briefcase that he kept locked in his home and instructed his family never to open.  Little did anyone know that, in that secret briefcase was locked still more of the nightmare that followed Eddie until he could take no more.


Sergeant Eddie Adamson

Four times in the years after the terrible night of the shooting, Eddie came home and suddenly announced that he had found a nice place he would like to live and that it was time to move.  Four times they followed him, believing that Eddie the father and husband was a simply a spontaneous man with an urge to find new ground.  Oh, Linda began to suspect that there was much more to it.  One time, for example, a move was preceded by a hushed visit from two plainclothes officers.  Another time, it was a bullet hole in Eddie’s parked car on the street in front of their home.  Still another time, when she opened the door to a stranger at the door, Toronto officers came out of nowhere, swept him away and left Linda bewildered, wondering what was going on.

You see, although the older of the two killers, Craig Munro, received a life sentence—he would end up in a minimum security prison with four unescorted passes each year.  Jamie, who sat at his big brother’s side watching officer Sweet bleed on the floor, was only convicted of second degree murder.  All this heroin addict did wrong was participate in the shootout and taunt Constable Sweet while he died an agonizing death—within earshot of Eddie Adamson.  Jamie was out in a few years and has been skipping merrily around the world—and in and out of Toronto.

Things happened in addition to those observed by Eddie’s wife.  Toronto officers kept him informed of anonymous death threats made against him through the department.  They watched his home as much as they could.  Eddie was warned and went on “high alert” whenever Jamie returned to Toronto.  He remembered the family was a big one and had a reputation in the area.  Eddie remained armed and ready to protect his family.

And when the danger came too close, he suddenly got an “itch to move.”  And always with him went the dark briefcase.

After Eddie’s passing, Linda finally took the briefcase and stared at it for the longest time.  Finally, with trembling fingers, she opened it.  In it, she found papers that took her breath away and made her head spin.  Eddie had kept, over the years, files of the death threats, suspicious calls and incidents that had kept him vigilant and protective of his family.  Sheet by sheet, Linda read the history of the years, some which she recognized and some which she didn’t.  All of it showed what her husband had been forced to deal with for 25 years—and how hard he had struggled to protect his family.

In the briefcase, Eddie Adamson’s secret, was a nightmare on top of a nightmare.  

Perhaps things of this sort will not matter to the sages who have been gathering in committee to lay down for us what it is that makes a hero.  Perhaps Sergeant Edward Adamson will not fit their definition. 

But Linda and Julie Adamson know differently.

 

 

 


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